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i want a new job more than anything right now. but i can't find anything. idk what i want to do which is not helping me.

school is cool. jk but it's okay. i don't hate any classes so far which is a start.

sigh.

life

my little cousin made the varsity team for volleyball which makes her the second youngest on the team. i'm so proud of her since i always thought she wouldn't be good. but she proved me wrong by showing me up lol. i wish now that i wasn't so lazy in high school and actually tried to play for my school. at least i still played on that other team for the four years. anyway i'm going to def go to some of her games coming up.

so i have been yoyo dieting since january and finally stuck to something. since january i've lost 21 pounds. i think this time i'll stick because i have my brother to look up to. he lost over 100 pounds which is crazy but great. he's told me numerous times that he will help me get this weight off. he wants us all to be healthy. so do i.

school starts next week and i'm not dreading it. i've been pretty bored since work shut down. plus i'm determined to bring my GPA up this semester and stop slacking off. i also need to start thinking about graduate school. i only have two years left of being an undergraduate. oh where does the time go?

hi, i'm eddie murphy.

freejennanow.com


lmao i love this cast so much. if i could i would marry them all. season 5 needs to hurry up. i also love that angela wants to free jenna so they can go to target. they are the cutest bffs ever.

ps. i cut my lip open last night on a pudding top thing. it was bleeding for like 15 minutes straight. i suck.

pps. RYAN AND RACHEL ARE BACK TOGETHER!!!!!!! Look at the cute. http://community.livejournal.com/ohnotheydidnt/27108847.html#cutid1

ikea

the other night i spent a lot of time on ikea's website figuring out what i want to do to finish my room.

everything i want adds up to about $500.

not gonna happen.

but i love ikea so much.

goodbye best part of the olympics.

Ryan Lochte >>>>>> Michael Phelps

I will miss him. He was gorgeous, kind of dumb, but gorgeous.

RIP Mens Swimming 2008

PS. Tropic Thunder was hilarious. I don't care how offensive it was I almost peed myself laughing.

i'm not clever enough to come up with new titles

so i watched all 4.5 hours of the olympics opening ceremony. i couldn't stop watching everything was so beautiful. some of the technology blew my mind. and the little kid who survived the earthquake is my new favorite person in the world. omg his story broke my heart.

danielle and mike's wedding is today! i can't believe it's here already. it felt like just yesterday i was getting the text from her telling me mike proposed. so sweet.

i listed my first ever item on ebay and it already has two bids. it's all so exciting except i can't figure out this shipping crap. i make it out to be so much more difficult than it really is. but i hope it goes well because i need the money.

so yeah i should probably try to get at least a little bit of sleep. erica and i have to go strapless bra shopping before the wedding. so much for last minute, eh?

pushing me awayyyyyyyyy

i (as in samantha) dyed my hair a darker brown. i actually like it a lot.

i want new friends. like the kind of friend i wanted all my life. i mean i like the friends i have it's just that i don't have the type of friendship that i really want. ugh i can't even explain it.

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ps. i have been listening to the new jobros cd all day. what is wrong with me?