life

my little cousin made the varsity team for volleyball which makes her the second youngest on the team. i'm so proud of her since i always thought she wouldn't be good. but she proved me wrong by showing me up lol. i wish now that i wasn't so lazy in high school and actually tried to play for my school. at least i still played on that other team for the four years. anyway i'm going to def go to some of her games coming up.

so i have been yoyo dieting since january and finally stuck to something. since january i've lost 21 pounds. i think this time i'll stick because i have my brother to look up to. he lost over 100 pounds which is crazy but great. he's told me numerous times that he will help me get this weight off. he wants us all to be healthy. so do i.

school starts next week and i'm not dreading it. i've been pretty bored since work shut down. plus i'm determined to bring my GPA up this semester and stop slacking off. i also need to start thinking about graduate school. i only have two years left of being an undergraduate. oh where does the time go?